I see black.

I'm sitting here

and I don't know what to do

I'm just here

In my heart, many feelings

in my head, lot of thoughts

In my dreams, everything's okay

In my dreams, life is wonderful

I see flowers, the sea and lakes

water

The sun's shining

and it's warm...

But if I open my eyes

I frighten...

The reality isn't like that

There are beautiful things on earth

but I can't see them

I can't touch them

I can't hear them

Because I see just black.

I see the rain and the darkness.

If I look inside the hearts of other people

I see hate

I don't wanna see so, I want see the colours of life

but it's so hard

Thinking positive isn't easy in this world

because there are really lot of problems

and I see black.

I open my eyes, and I close them as soon as possible

because I don't wanna see these things. These terrible things.

I just wanna fall asleep.

and don't open my eyes again

Because all I can see

is black.

Show me something beautiful

It'll make me smile for seconds

but these are the moments

when I close my eyes and try to laugh

But if I open them again

I will fall

and see black again.