Stop thinking that I'm okay

everybody thinks
that I am okay

alright..

everybody thinks
that they can see into My heart..

but they don't see the tears I cry day by day
they don't see the sadness inside of me
they don't feel the darkness from my soul

everybody thinks
they know everything about me
but in reality, they know nothing.

they just see me. but not into me.

everybody thinks
that I am okay.
but I'm not.

I'm so sick of laughing
I'm so tired of trying to be happy

because it would be just a dream
inside my head

but the reality
had opened my eyes

and I'm sick of speaking about good things
I'm tired of saying that I feel good

so please, STOP IT!